night moth

A night moth's flying around
Closer to the lamp - wings singed,
Then it falls lightly to the ground
Wings burnt, tiny legs cringed.

Will the lamp let out a lament?
Or will it just keep on shining
Upon wings singed without intent
While pretending it was silver lining?

So tell me, moth, how does it feel
When it's your longing you wrestle
And it kills when it's meant to heal
And the world looks on at your hassle.

angels and saints

Can't keep your loved ones glued to one spot
They walk out golden cages you built.
When you think them holy and find that they're not
You'll be left crying over milk spilled.

Angels ain't humans, people ain't saints,
Pedestals are for statues alone.
For people up there it means constraints
They walk away or turn to stone.

Angels and saints
Don't make mistakes.
Angels and saints
Have nothing at stake.
Angels and saints
Don't argue and fuss.
But angels and saints,
Baby, ain't us.

painless through the day

To me I am the greatest danger.
I scare myself to death each day
When facing myself as a stranger
But I can't scare myself away.

I used to fear, I used to pray,
I used to long and searching stray.
Now I just hope I'll make it
Painless through the day.

I choose numbness over pain
And anxiety is shrinking;
Hooked on anaesthesia for the brain
And an antidote to thinking.

I consumed myself to dissolution.
Now 'Check please!', I want to leave,
Leave me behind in this confusion
And go somewhere I can believe,

Where I can hope, where Ii can pray,
Where I can search and find my way
And be assured I'll make it
Painless through the day.

liberation (I&II)

Isolation
Is severing all ties.
Frustration
Comes when love dies.
Emancipation
Always comes at a price.
Liberation
Is opening your eyes.

Realisation
Is seeing truth behind lies.
Desolation
Comes with goodbyes.
Emancipation
Always comes at a price.
Liberation
Is opening your eyes.

unimportant

She looks at him through the window
But she ain't one to stalk.
She says she just goes with the flow
But then she won't talk.

She loves r'n'b and its beat.
When others roll their eyes
She grooves and shuffles her feet
Like no one can criticise.

She's completely ignorant
Of charms she got
And she feels unimportant
But she's not.

She won't wear clothes of green and blue,
They don't match in her eye.
Someone tell god he erred on a hue
When he painted grass and sky.

She makes up many funny words
That come as a surprise
But they just reflect the world
Mirrored in green eyes.

She's completely ignorant
Of charms she got
And she feels unimportant
But she's not.

shackled

As you walked unholy grounds
I was the dust clung to your sole
And when you ran out of bounds
I stayed to guard your retreat hole

And you thought i'll always be there
Like i'm shackled.
I'd rather be elsewhere, anywhere
Than shackled.

Let me make the introduction,
Lately you seem to forget.
You love not me but a fraction,
The one jammed in your preset.
You're crying now to no avail.
Call it destiny, fate, kismet;
Fugitive from emotional blackmail,
I run as far as I can get.

You wanted me to always be there,
Had me shackled.
I wanted to be elsewhere, anywhere
No more shackled.

river runs dry

I too want to feel comfortably numb.
In lack of that I'll just play dumb
And hoping I'll get there someday
I ignore the pain till it goes away.

You've passed the point of no return,
Light a match and bridges will brun.
Spread the ashes, level the terrain
But the holes will still remain.

The fire's etched forever in my eyes,
The scars in my heart likewise.
By the river's shore I sit down and cry
And wait until the river runs dry.

devil's wayward child

The renown I've earned in this world
Comes from being passive aggressive
And turning my soft shoulder cold.
The devastation was impressive.

Believing in god is a matter of choice
But the devil's presence can't be denied:
With charming smile, alluring voice
On your trip to hell right by your side.

You tried your best talks and moves,
I did my defiance and mocking.
I earned a brand new pair of hooves
'Cause my feet are sore from walking.

Tell the devil I'm on my way
To display the horns I've grown.
Roll the red carpet out today:
His wayward child is marching home.

bitter (toast)

How dare you ask me why I’m bitter?
And damn that grin glued to your face!
Yeah, I’m an under the beltline hitter –
A new religion I fervently embrace.

Pain gives me the right to be bitter
And damn, I am what you dreaded most –
A cynic fist-clencher, teeth-gritter
And drunk on bitterness I raise a toast:

Here’s to the disillusioned,
Here’s to the vain hopes they nurtured,
Here’s to ashes of dreams envisioned,
Here’s to nights writhing in bed tortured.

Harboured in bitterness it's pain I shunned
But damn, that can't be a very hard guess.
Wide awake, wide aware, wide-eyed stunned
I drink to the bitter ones, raise one more glass.

Here’s to enjoying being played for a fool,
Here’s to getting high on revenge,
Here’s to anger and playing it cool,
Here’s to teeth gritted, fists clenched.

not enough

You told us your story
Impressing, but useless, love.
And you said you were sorry
But that's not enough.

I want more,
I want you on your knees.
I want you bent
As a lesson learnt token.
I waged war
Now I wanna see you bleed.
I want it to end
But it won't till you're broken.

You told us your story
Guess it must've been tough.
And you said you were sorry
But that's not enough.

I want more
Than what you faked of remorse.
I want you bent
Under the weight of your fear.
I waged war
And it brought out my worse.
I want it to end
But it won't with you still here.

in a little while

If you can't bear to see me frown,
Don't worry, I'll put on a smile
And pretend I'm not down
And I'll be okay in a little while.

If you hate to see me breaking
I'll feign building me up tile by tile.
Right now it's only faking
But I'll be okay in a little while.

If you feel arguing isn't worth
I'll just swallow down the bile.
I'm not down, just down-to-earth
But I'll be okay in a little while.

If you request a change of attitude
I know it's only gnawing a file.
Won't do, but I'll try to delude
That I'll be okay in a little while.

only love counts

We were as big a wonder
As the pyramids along the Nile.
Now we're torn asunder.
It only lasted for a little while.

The rift that's grown between us -
Look to what it amounts.
Unnamed crimes erased what was
Though you say that only love counts.

It's true, only love counts indeed.
It counts all the withered dreams
And the ones already crushed in seed
And kisses that aren't what it seems.

And only love counts the tears
When the freed one rejoices.
Love counts fake smiles turned sneers
And pain brought about by free choices.

And love is but a frightened child
Though you claim that only love counts.
It does: broken hearts stacked in a pile,
Disillusions, angers and frowns.

... and other things that only love counts.

inside

And you know thoughts can kill,
Stab as sharp as any knife;
Yes, you knew it and still
You drained our bond of life.

I can't much longer survive
All the pain I tried to hide.
It started eating me alive,
I have to tear it from my inside.

Not even anger is mine to own:
I need to spit it out in ink,
So now everyone is shown
How I feel and what I think.

For a moment - heart on my sleeve.
You may book a sightseeing ride
Before I get up and leave
And tear you from my inside.

could i just...?

Could I just turn off your volume
When you shout in my ear;
Could I just not hear,
Maybe press 'pause' and then never resume?

Could I be sitting home instead
Watching wildlife scenes
On a dusty TV screen
While lying down relaxed in my bed?

Could I not get caught up in things spoken
As truths turn to lies;
Could I just close my eyes
And ignore all promises that were broken?

Could I just enjoy life for a moment,
A pizza and a coke
Without hustle you provoke
With your each and every comment?

wrong step

No wrong step
You took ever cost you so dearly -
Off the map.

All i get
Hanging around is hurt merely -
No regret.

I am gone
Heart- and mindbroken nearly -
I moved on

Real life struck,
Hits harder the more you fear it -
Real tough luck.

This wrong step
You took cost you ever so dearly
...off the map.

overdose

By now I should know better
And ignore the mess you cause;
It really doesn’t matter
Once it’s passed the overdose.

Nothing much happened,
You acted like always.
We’re stuck in a dead end
Just like in old days.

Never should’ve thought of
Repeating mistakes.
The thing you called love
- Watch as it breaks.

The shards at your feet
Cut you walking away.
By now it’s only bittersweet
The taste of things you say.

By now I should know better
And ignore the mess you cause;
It really doesn’t matter
Once it’s passed the overdose.

incomplete

Mutilated, desecrated
And then turned blind.
Re-envisioned, reconditioned
State of mind.

Altered, faltered
And then gone astray.
Humbled, stumbled
Along the way.

Haunted, taunted,
Unable to compete.
Depressed, obsessed,
Forever incomplete.

when the ground crumbles

All the broken promises you spoke
Pave a boulevard to hell
And you can’t buy time
Cause a sure sign that you’re broke
Is no soul that you can sell
To bring you a dime.

The prayers that you’re uttering
Make your tongue stumble
Whenever you speak
And you can’t stop muttering
At the world that tumbles
Just when you’re weak.

You can’t really help falling
When the ground crumbles
Beneath your feet
And going down is your calling
When destiny mumbles
A curse when you meet.

perception

How can you look into my eyes
And yet never manage to see me
The way I see myself beyond the lies?

How can I turn myself off for once,
Give myself a break from me
And mingle with all you other ones -

The ones who look into my eyes
And never get to see me
Beyond my shape embossed in ice.

blindness

It’s hard enough to find someone to listen
But walking the world looking for compassion
Will only fill your soles with blisters
As lending an ear just fell out of fashion.

Amazing how you search and never find kindness
When just a friendly smile will do:
It’s like the whole world’s struck with blindness
And turning their backs on you.

room to move and breathe

This city lays so still these nights,
With the snowfall never coming to a halt,
Flakes swirling in pale reddish streetlights
That tremor and mirror in the wet asphalt.

This city lays a weight on your mind,
People way near, humans impossibly far.
Room to move and breathe is hard to find
Where you are hurt for what you are.

This city makes you wanna touch someone
To feel their heartbeat pulsating underneath,
Make their sneering condescendence be gone
To give you a little room to move and breathe.

This city makes me like it better with lights out.
At least that’d be a reason to lay still these nights,
Oblivious to same old me and these lines about
Room to move and breathe and human rights.

little things

These feelings feel bad
- Unwanted, unneeded -
Like the words you said
My presence unheeded.

It’s the little things that make me
Lose my tongue and just stare.

It’s your little words that break me
Though you’re completely unaware.

It’s the little things that ache me
Like not daring to knock at your door.

It’s your little words that wake me
From daydreams, leaving me sore.

These feelings feel bad
- Unwanted, unneeded -
Like the words you said
My presence unheeded.

the trade

I thought it was getting late.
No means fulfilled the purpose served
And then I got what I deserved
For the mistake I made.

The little angel left to molder -
Shot it down in self defense
And then appeared by chance
The little devil on my shoulder.

My secret to feeling well
Turned out to be cursed treasure.
It’s buying me little pleasure
While giving me a tour of hell.

I seem to always underestimate
The little angel left to molder,
The little devil on my shoulder
And the mayhem they create.

second second chance

You don’t know what’s going on
Behind closed eyelids,
The words that’ve come and gone
But never left my lips.

You don’t know what lies beneath
A surface so opaque,
The real me as I live and breathe
And you don’t give a fuck.

My inside looks better than my outside;
It needs a focused glance,
A little adjustment of the light
And a second second chance.

remains (at the end of the day)

I contemplate these crumbles of me
That lie scattered all along the way -
A warning sign even for blinds to see:
That's all that remains
At the end of the day.

So could there be anything you'd want
That I haven't wasted, given away
To people who could've done without?
You can take the remains
At the end of the day.

Pick up the pieces still left on the ground
That no one bothered to wipe away;
And you may keep what you've found
Cause that's what remains
At the end of the day.

like that

And when a love like that
Has come to fade like that
There's pain you can't erase;
And when you love like that
I guess you gotta hate like that,
There ain't no two ways.

Burning flame left a burning scar.
You write anger off your mind,
Either way you can't take an empty heart
As you leave but ashes behind.
You're not one for in betweens,
It all ends when it ends,
Cross over all 'could have been's,
There's no room for 'still be friends'.

Cause when a love like that
Has come to fade like that
There's pain you can't erase;
And when you love like that
I guess you gotta hate like that
There ain't no two ways.

claustrophobia

Running through this maze I keep hiding in
From fiends never faced
I lost my sense.
I'm getting claustrophobic in my skin;
I'm enclosed, encased
In choking silence.

A crack runnin' right through my heart
Would come as a surprise
And you could never tell
I'm crumbling to pieces, breaking apart;
Right in front your eyes
I'm walking through hell.

Trying to make the best of the state I'm in
My phobia can't surface,
Break out in violence.
I wrap myself in you as my second skin
I'm cuddled, embraced
In layers of silence.

addictive frustration

A dozen times we're left empty handed
Wondering why
When saying we'd try
We've said and haven't meant it.

I thought that maybe we could manage
Clean up this mess of our creation,
Maybe somehow bridge the clivage.
For me it's late to fix the damage-
You're a damn addictive frustration.

They're gonna drag me away,
The friends in white.
Been acting uptight,
Just a little crazy these days.

Social animals, but animals still:
Can't keep away;
You're seductive prey
And this hunter's out for a kill.

I thought that maybe we could manage
Clean up this mess of our creation,
Maybe somehow bridge the clivage.
For me it's late to fix the damage-
You're a damn addictive frustration.

rusty

When you found me I was rusty
Like a toy you didn't play with for long,
On a shelf, half broken and dusty,
A record player spinning the same sad song.

The hunter wouldn't let me be
But the gentleman in you won the round
And so you went easy on me
Cause you don't kick someone who's down.
You picked me up and wiped the dust
And said I frowned like a squeezed lemon.
You went slow and earned my trust
Drinking coke and playing backgammon.

When you found me I was rusty
On a shelf, half broken and dusty,
You picked me up and wiped the dust,
You went slow and earned my trust.

I wanted to just let you be
But the gentleman in you won the round.
And you went so easy on me
That I just couldn't have turned you down.
You picked me up and wiped the dust,
Took me in, said "Stay as long as you want to",
You went slow and earned my trust,
Could I, should I say I think forever will do.

When you found me I was rusty
On a shelf, half broken and dusty,
You picked me up and wiped the dust,
You went slow and earned my trust.

growth

Nothing ever feels the same re-lived.
It's like watching yourself from outside:
Can't quite recapture the feeling received
When everything was black or white.

Now you just get lost in shades of greys
And drown your dreams in million fears,
Calculate the risks when choosing your ways
And careful avoid tresspassing frontiers.

And hurt is less enduring when you're a kid,
The pain grows as you grow older
And you grow better at hiding it
And everytime you do, you grow a bit colder.

Until you're freezing over your heart
And renounce trust to stay clear of pain
And you give your best to disregard
Your new-found void hurts just the same.

And loneliness stings less when you're a kid,
The pain grows as you grow older
And you grow better at hiding it
And everytime you do, you grow a bit colder.

love squandered

Today's one of them days
I'm again mad at myself
And I find it such a waste
That I acted like myself.

It's just love squandered
Where it isn't wanted.
I sat down and wondered
If all these acts were counted

Would they be worth something?
A bit of love would do.
And this ain't healthy thinking
When you squander like I do.

No one does the book keeping
So it's only love misspent.
You're unaware, I'm left weeping:
Gone wrong though well meant.

unwell

Not a thing did change.
All of my memories are entwined.
Don't you think it's strange
Your name runs shivers down my spine

And I swear I still reminisce
The feel of the hairs on your neck
And my pillow still smells like this-
I'd run my hands across your back.

Instead I'm staring at the ceiling
Knowing you will never call
And I can't shake the feeling
That I'm headed for a free fall.

I'm still weak, still in deep,
I know I shouldn't really tell,
We all have secrets to keep
But with you gone I'm just unwell.

I was just wondering
If you still remember my face.
Yeah, I was pondering
Hitting the road, just leaving this place.

I wanna be undepending
On you of all people I've known
But then I'd be pretending
That I'm over it, that I have grown.

I'm still weak, still in deep,
I know I shouldn't really tell,
We all have secrets to keep
But with you gone I'm just unwell.

false angels wake alone

Don't mistake the devil for a saint
When he comes posing as a Christ.
Take a knife and scratch the paint
And see through the disguise.

Let false angels wake alone
With the little horns they've grown.
Let empty promises pass by;
Bid their spider's web goodbye.

As you writhe in a cold sweat
Just keep falling like a rock,
I'm down and I have spread the net
To catch you like a hammock.

And maybe someday in return
I hope that you will mend me.
Like you I try and always yearn
But the angels broke and bent me.

Let false angels wake alone,
Taste the emptiness we've known.
I wear an opposite disguise:
An angel with devil's eyes.

stillborn

The bitter poison in this cup -
Most people would gulp it down
But sip by sip I drink it up,
Enjoy its taste in my mouth.

The burning trace in my throat
Reminded me I am alive.
You shaped yourself as antidote
And brought me back to life.

I feel like I was stillborn,
Cast dead into the world;
I was broken, beaten and torn
Before you came to break my fall.

I enter life and I leave death,
I see the light for the first time.
Lay me back to catch my breath
And memorize your every outline.

Reaching out like a beginner,
Like a new-born cast from the womb,
Confused and naked original sinner
Just resurrected from my tomb.

I feel like I was stillborn,
Cast dead into the world;
I was broken, beaten and torn
Before you came to heat the cold.

scrambled

We're all caught in our hamster wheel,
But did you build it for yourself
Like I built mine with so much zeal,
Full of sweat, with my bare hands?

Higher and higher grow the fences
I raise in a circle around me
And unbreachable the defenses
Of coldness that surround me.

Never knew I'd get so tangled
That I'd fall myself in traps I laid
And my feelings got so scrambled
That I forgot the love we made.

My second nature takes over the first
And more and more the two divide:
A cynic lead role well rehearsed
While a Sméagol suffocates inside.

Reality is slowly fading away,
The dream we had became it's grave
And losing grip I fade to gray;
You're gone and I'm too late to save.

the fool (who waits at home)

I've been told before that I'm the kind
Of person who invites to abuse;
I've got an eye that used to turn blind
But this time you've lit my fuse.

I'm sick of always being known
To be there, tired of being a fool,
The fool who always waits at home
I'll change the locks and the rule.

You'll find yourself with no way in
If you go playing devil come out
This fool will take it on the chin
And my devil inside, I'll let him out.

butterfly people

Must've been one of them butterfly people
Never intending to stay so long.
Could've sworn you'd know me deeper
But maybe our bond wasn't that strong,

Maybe I am wrong or I lost my touch,
Maybe I only thought I heard you say,
Maybe I shouldn't care much
But I believed something day after day

And it ain't easy letting it go,
Start a new life on a different base.
Maybe it's wrong not to let you know
But I always hated talking face-to-face.

Did I take you for granted or you me?
It doesn't really matter anyhow.
You always change while I am still me,
Isn't that what you think seeing me now?

You're one of them butterfly people,
Never rest in one place for long.
It wouldn't hurt you digging a bit deeper
Consider the souls you live among.

song for the mistaken

Raise the interest on which you feed,
Deem yourself pretty, smart and better,
Get the attention you desperately need
And find out - does it matter?

Try to alter everyone's perception
But you wear your nature's seal.
Like us you're perfect imperfection;
Denial won't make yours less real.

Ditch something that lasted so long
In exchange for the ghost of a dream
Just to prove yourself that we're all wrong
But your happiness's sown with red seam.

Silly simple soul, sold your innocence:
A hooker on the highway of chance,
Thought you caught a runaway train
Bet on one hand and lost the game.

my morphine

You're adrift in conscience slumber;
I'm all eaten by doubts.
You're soaring through the clouds;
I'm almost ten feet under.

Come down as soft spring rain,
On my wounds be novocaine.
Disinfect and wash me clean,
For my soul be my morphine.

To me your fickleness is strange
While my torment feels like home.
Mine is stillness - monolith of stone;
Like a butterfly you always change.

Annihilate all sense of pain,
On my wounds be novocaine.
Erase the nothingness I've seen,
For my soul be my morphine.

My heart is ashes, my mind lump.
There's needles in my every cell
Burning me like fires of hell
And all I wish is to turn numb.

If you don't mean it, feign
On wounds to be novocaine.
If you aren't, make it seem
For my soul to be morphine.

addiction

Life's a painting by Dali
Screwed and twisted as can be.
'Apocalypse Now' is no more fiction.
We all worship a deadly addiction.

No dark spell could break the chain,
All the chanting is in vain:
We're caught up in shackles of surrealism,
Walk to our doom with serene masochism.

Snorr in peace! God's speed to damnation!
Falling from grace could bring you salvation.
The devil circles you on silent paws
But the angels hold you with their claws.

In a cold embrace they feed on your brain
And bind your soul to addiction's reign.
The devil is broke with no soul to sell
While God's angels drag you to hell.

A hell that's life - a painting by Dali
Screwed and twisted as can be.
'Apocalypse Now' is no more fiction.
We all worship a deadly addiction.

black devil with silver wings

Black devil with silver wings,
Reuniting contradictory things,
Fallen, always rising,
Craving but despising
All the world can offer,
I'm dead serious but a bluffer
And tonight out on the loose
In search for another bruise,
One more scar on my face
To carry with angelic grace.
To your prayers I turn deaf,
Your crucifixes make me laugh,
A stake through my heart
Won't do - my heart is hard,
And there's poison in my veins
Running straight from my brain.
I'm not easily killed
And my shoes can't be filled.
Try to cut me from your systems -
They'll crash however you twist them.
I'm the guardian by you bed
And the dark voice in your head,
One hand holds a red rose in bloom
While the other spells your doom.
Black devil with silver wings,
Reuniting contradictory things,
Fallen, always rising,
Craving, yet despising
All that you could ever give,
Deeper inside you than you'd believe.

brand-new version of me

Adrift on an emotional wreck,
Busy to lick the wounds you salted
I even forgot to strike back
Or start the engine you halted.

Racing downwards the hill
With no magic elixir in my veins
Contemplating the huge hole to fill,
So numb that I forgot the pain.

Kicked me when I was on the floor,
Gave me an overdose of antidote…
Now your drug won't work anymore.
I'm hooked on an one-way road

To what I wouldn't want to be,
Built in a series of new features
A brand-new version of me -
A pretense of a feeling creature.

nightwish

The sky is high, the field is wide,
The dashboard the only light,
Nightwish's on the radio
In FM and stereo.

In a night dreams don't die
Just one turn of the key
Could render me free.
My night's wish's to fly
Never slam on the brakes.
Tomorrow will never come
A night's wish dies in the sun
I'll do whatever it takes.

The sky is high, the field is wide,
The dashboard the only light,
Nightwish's on the radio
In FM and stereo.

On the others I've let go,
They're buried in hot meat.
All that matters is the heat,
What I feel, not what I know.
The spell will break at light.
I won't be here for the wake
And the pain to take,
Our lives fade with the night.

lion's den

Child in the heart -
Wounded and marked,
Completely scarred
Running criss cross across the soul.

The smile faded
Completely jaded.
The dungeon so hated
Mirrored in eyes like a black hole.

Sick of surrogates,
Choked on replicates,
Collapsed by the gates,
Broken down one step from the goal.

Bruised,
Confused,
Caught again
In the lion's den.

dance, my heart

Don't give yourself up
Before you've been found.
Brace yourself up
For yet another round.

When tears fill my eyes
Dance my heart, dance,
Figure out the chance
That lightning strikes twice.

guilty

I'm guilty, pin me on your wall,
Cut my wings and make me crawl.
I sink deeper with my every breath
So brand me 'guilty' to my death.

My mouth is one you cannot stitch,
So burn me like a medieval witch.
Your anger kindles my spark to a flame,
It's a pyre of glory, no stake of shame.

I'm a poor actor, I can't play dumb,
Too fluid to live under a thumb.
Ironical, cynical and full of mistrust
I'm guilty of love and guilty of lust.

humpty's garden

The lies around me are breaking apart,
Wanna reach in and jolt awake my heart
But self punishment and guilt
Are the locks on the cages you built.

You've planted right inside my brain
The very sources of all my pain,
To grow poisoned thorns in my mind,
To sow seeds of fear in thoughts I grind.

My core is lost and wasn't found.
An empty eggshell is pushed around.
One more shove - it's gonna crack
And no one's ever gonna put me back.

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall.
But maybe he jumped and didn't fall.
He renounced an eggy existence
Within a shell keeping life at distance.

all the unicorns

Don't clip my wings, rip them out.
Longing's all they brought about.
Extract their memory from my brain
Cause in desire begins pain.

The cracks spread from my heart.
I feel my pieces coming apart.
Desolation made me blind
Now I poison my own mind.

Don't buy redemption you sell,
I exit life and enter hell.
Neck in noose, there's no hope.
Resignation tied the rope.

Blood on your hands - what have you done?
Reality has won, now all the unicorns are gone.

spectre of my life

It's been a while since I lost track
Of all I aimed for in my life.
All rats left the sinking wreck
I share with the spectre of my life.

Reality is just beyond that line
But in this corpse I'm not alive.
A wrong turn, a twist in time,
Stop me living a spectre of a life.

If I were dead I needn't care
For the blood drops on your knife.
Stabbed dreams become nightmares,
A flashing image - spectres of my life.

No meaning in all that you gather;
No one gets out of life alive;
No things or feelings matter:
Lessons taught by the spectre of my life.

cocoon

The corpse I live in's too tired to fight
And my will has gone to sleep.
It's so cosy in this endless night
Lulled in the illusions I keep.

Babylon's curse is on outside;
My carcass is surrounded;
Bleached memories pierce inside
Of clashes I have never counted.

I wish you would let me fade
In the darkness whence I came;
Don't pull me out of the cocoon I made,
There's nothing worth the pain.

You put a mirror in my face,
The moment of truth in my eyes.
There's no me I can embrace
Naked with your shape carved in ice.

How I'd like to see you cry
Just to know that you can feel,
That in the human form you mystify
Abides a soul that needs to heal.

Just peeked out to say hi....

Hello there, roaming stranger.

Welcome to my *sigh* yes-I've-got-one-too blog :D. A new dimension added to the Deniverse.

I will use this wonderful opportunity provided by modern technology (don't puke, I'm done...) to share with the world some of my latest writings.

When I got something to say, I usually spit it out in rhymes and then transfigure it till it's not too personal to share anymore. Just the right thing to give you people to read :P.